Hospital waiting rooms are often pretty grim places and this one is no exception. But ill and injured people waiting to be diagnosed are probably not the happiest campers in the world.
There's also the additional thinking time, where all the worst case scenarios can run through your head. For me, these are irreparable foot injury and MS. Anything else will be a bonus.
So it's now a case of waiting. My life could be about change. I am trying to remain positive and see any outcome as a new beginning rather than an end. But it is quite a tough lie to maintain. It's also really tiring trying to be upbeat when you largely feel like getting angry and crying.
Frankly, I am well fucking bored with this.